Pain/
Deep inside my soul/
Im sad, but I’m not sure why /
All that I know is what I feel /
And that’s sad right now/
In all its glory and torment /
For better or worse,/
Mostly worse//

Scared/
A streak of it tumbles Clumsily down my spine and neck/
Much like the beads of sweat that follow/
Why does this make me feel this way/
Nothing to scare /
me nothing to hurt me/
it just does /
for better or worse//

Lust/
To do the wrong thing /
right makes sense but the lust is more important now/
nothing good happens from this /
I knew that before hand/
but that’s gonna be later/
momentary justice/
for better or worse/
it just is //

Regret/
Any other person would have done the same /
but it was me/
I regret ./
Not realizing the hypocracy in the situation/
that others would have done the same /
and yet they judge/
but its my problem /
right or wrong/
it just is //

Confusion /
tired of the complication of every one else’s understanding /
spite them all drag them back for penance of the difference /
vengeance for the misunderstood /
for better or worse/
just is //

Humanity/
All of the above//

-Alonia Demonia