A shout out to the man who hurt me as a child
who stunted me forever
to be large and akward on the outside
but inside vulnerable and mild
I hate you because i loved you and all that you had to say for it was
lies and pain
i saw in your eyes, that beautiful person who secretly loved me back
but their only moments
every other time i see what society has made you

Your pathetic
abandoning your friends and all that you hold dear, for a bone to be tossed to you
from the society that wrecked you.
From the High school that killed the beautiful person that was you
and created nothing but its mirror image
ugly
vulger
shallow

I will never forgive you
but i will always love you
but you will never know
not the REAL you anyways
the real you died with the so called friends who will some day soon abandon you because their the only shallow

I know that i sound like a pathetic slobbering preteen girl, who is so confused with her period that she doesnt understand true emotion
but have you ever listened to yourself?