Up and down in the teenage hormone roller coaster.
Everything seems SOOO incredibly new! I don't know why, I'm just feeling great! You know that rush that you get when you wear that skirt a little too high and that shirt a li'l bit too low? Even if you are just playing with the men's minds, it's fun to get whistles when your walking down the damp sunny street downtown. Guys honking at you, you look super offended, but inside you just kinda smirk...
Ladies don't smirk, so that's why you do it inside. Then, I was walking through this crowd at central High, but I felt someone grab my ass!!! LOL. Even though I would never give in to such cheap tactics, (i go for guys with CLASS) yea, but still, it's fun to think that you're in someone's thoughts as that one hot girl, you know, the one that their girlfriends catch you staring at? The one that gives you a slight glance and smirk and they get that crazy look on their face!! ARGH!! It feels nice to be appreciated. I am sooo not really into stealing the boyfriend, and, oh my GOOOSH, oh no she di'in, but when I see girls trying to fight with me, it just makes me feel that gleeful jell-o feeling when I laugh in their face, and walk away, as their guy is still staring...
I love today. I really super hope that nothing is gonna ruin this. Oh, and, yea, I went to the skate park and the skies were murky grey, but it was a hell of alot better than blue, I'm sorry. Yea, it's wierd, but its better skateboarding when you don't know how to do it. This one girl gave me her number too.... It wasn't wierd, I just accepted it and wasn't really planning on calling her back... I don't mean to really lead anyone on, but I'm just not, yea. BUT i am really super involved in the progressive issues. so there. DFL ALL THE WAY, BABY!!! sorry, i was just having fun. But, yea, today was a definite Summertime day. It's still spring, but it has that summertime feel to it. I can't wait for the real thing though. I hate cold weather for an extended period of time. I LOVE hot weather. It just makes things that much more fun.
This morning was pretty interesting, lol. I threw up because Jamie dared me to swallow all of this creamer stuff. French vanilla. I didn't think it would be a big deal, but I was kinda sorta wrong, lol.... Yea, so I had fun! I went through school, same ol' same ol'. I love Spanish class. It's the worst grade that I have, but it's still the funnest!!! It really really is. I just think about traveling to another culture, with no clue! It sounds scary to most people, but it sounds like an adventure to me. I can imagine telling my grandchildren about how their gramma went all over the world, and paging through my old picture book with them on my lap.
Then I would tell them not to go up into the attic, but they would do it anyways, just because I told them not to. They would play dress up in my old clothes from around the world. I would have pictures of me in a helicopter, water skiing, on a horse, on a train, eating the wierdest things like cow tongues and chilled monkey brains. It would scare anyone who looked at it, but I would still have done it. I would have lived with a bushman tribe for six months.
I decided I want to be a field anthropologist. That would be so amazing!!! to visit different countries, cultures, ect. OMG, that would be wonderful!
Crap, g2g,
farewell but never goodbye
Alonia Demonia